It started agan Christmas eve, am cooking and with all that is going on in my lfe the thoughts of him again enter my mind. I leave the stove and go to the computer and do a search his name. I am like not believing how many times his name shows up n google. It was that easy? that has got to be him no one else would have that name...I could not believe he was that easy to find..There was an address and after calling infomation, I had his phone number...I decided to wait until morning and to call the number, to see if he remembered me and to just say hello.. I never planned on mentioning my secret to him I decided a long time ago that somethings are best left alone.
The next morning I dialed his number, a woman answered I asked to speak to him...and it begin again the feelngs the guilt..my vow to keep my secret...yet somehow he knew, he suspects or feels something.. especally when we are talking the ages of my chldren...OMG he somehow knows I thought to myself...
